Post by StarF on Apr 30, 2010 15:08:53 GMT -5
Cross posted from starf.tumblr.com/
As I was browsing the Newgrounds BBS as I generally do (And have been since 2003) I came across a post that caught my attention. This post read as follows:
"This isn’t meant to start a theological debate, as I know you all are incapable of common decency when speaking on this matter. In fact, it’s more for atheists or agnostics who struggle with faith, and that don’t believe, or struggle to believe in God.
From an early age I was raised a protestant Christian. There were rare times that I went to church every weekend (there was about 6 months after 9/11 that my family went to church every weekend), and like most Christian kids nowadays, I really didn’t care about what was being spoken. It’s not that the reverend wasn’t cool, he was, or that I didn’t care about faith, I did. It was that I simply didn’t care beyond the basics. Jesus rose from the dead, I get presents on Christmas, and when I die I go to heaven… if I’m a good person. That’s all I really cared about. The moral lessons, the far fetched tales… they didn’t appeal to me.
As I got older, I moved away from Christianity. Not on purpose, or rapidly… it was over a period of years, and simply due to intellect and critical thinking rather than any sort of revelation or anything of that sort. I used to speak to God every night… and I can honestly say I felt like someone was there. One night I was talking and I just, felt like no one was there. Like I was talking to myself. I’d do anything to have that feeling back. To know that there was this all knowing, all caring being that created me, and that when I died, I’d go to him and he would make me happy beyond my wildest dreams.
It hurts thinking about that. There’s nothing in the world I wouldn’t do to get my faith back, to feel… no, to know that there was a God. To know that I would eventually go to heaven, and live there eternally. These things don’t come naturally to me anymore, and in fact… I have to struggle to even force myself into the illusion that these things are even remotely true.
I take drugs because of this. Lots of drugs. I drown in them everytime I think about how worthless my existence is. How when I die, no one shall care, and I shall drift away into nothingness. I think about my existence as a whole, and no matter how many scenarios I run through my head of how my life can go, it all ends in the same depressing, empty epilogue. This could come off as what some would call emo, but these emotions are not nearly that juvenile. They aren’t angst, or self pity. They are pure and utter depression compounded by a sense of limited to no self worth, all thanks to growing up in this Godless world.
I’d say I’m curious about your opinions on all this, but frankly I’m pretty positive I know what they are. There is, however, those among you that provide riveting conversation at times, so I welcome you to share your thoughts on God in today’s society and how it effects the psyche of the youth, and how that differs from the youth growing up in society anywhere from 200-600 years ago."
Ironically this post was made by a person with the alias of Jezuz. Now I didn’t really reply directly to that last inquiry, but rather to the main points he made about depression and whatnot. This was my reply:
"Well I can relate to a certain extent, but not completely. In my case I was raised Christian, all that good stuff, and as a kid I just kind of went with it, whatever. Then as I started to grow up, think more for myself, talk to other people on forums and have debates on the subject, eventually drifted far away from that. And my family isn’t incredibly religious at all anyway, so after awhile we just flat-out stopped going to church anymore anyway.
However, this is where our story’s differ, as I don’t feel a depression or emptiness in knowing that my demise will lead to nothingness. I do not let such trite things phase me. Perhaps some people desire to live forever, but I don’t mind just living now… When I’m dead, I’ll be too dead to care about such things, and that’s the beauty of death.
Enjoy your life, have fun, be positive. It may be all you get, but if that’s the case you may as well take it all in and make it the best you can. There’s no reason to fear death, because once you get there you’ll be oblivious to life anyway, as well as any depression set from a misplaced sense of worth.
An afterlife is a nice crutch, it’s a nice thought. Sure I’d love to believe that when I die I can just continue to live in comfort in a magical paradise. That sounds really cool, but it’s not like I need to.
And as the song “Happy Valium Meal” by Drown Radio states:
“Hell to me is a Heaven that never ends.”"
Now I’d like to expound on this just a bit, because I feel this is an interesting subject. Not just religion in general, but the effect religion has on people - even those that aren’t particularly religious but have experienced it.
Let’s face it, a lot of people grow up with a religion in their household and they are taught this religion as a kid. As far as I’m concerned that’s what keeps religion going, because if you raised someone with absolutely no religion and one day when they were an adult attempted to introduce them to one, they would probably think you were insane. The fact that we have religious beliefs shoved into our heads so early in life is a big factor in the reason they weigh so heavily on us, and why many believe what they do.
Personally I’m an agnostic atheist - that is I’m agnostic in the fact that I acknowledge that ultimately we do not and cannot prove anything or know anything with certainty, and I leave the idea for religion open for anyone who can possibly sway me, but for now I’m leaning heavily towards atheism since it makes the most sense to me. This blog is not meant to be a religious debate either, simply a discussion on religion in general.
Now as I said in my reply, I would love to legitimately believe in Heaven, what a great concept! An amazing afterlife where I can go and be happy for an eternity? How could anyone pass an offer like that up? It’s a fantastic concept and it would be a fantastic way to go… But I can’t bring myself to take it seriously. I mean I’d also love to believe that on the other side of the world there’s a giant Mountain Dew factory giving out free Mountain Dew for life to anyone named StarF… But I just don’t believe that. Okay so that analogy doesn’t work since people can actually go to the other side of the world, confirm that it’s wrong, and come back to tell me (Or hell, I could do it myself), but what I’m getting as it just because something is a nice or comforting thought doesn’t make it true, no matter how much you want to tell yourself it is.
I think this is a major key point in many religions that hold the afterlife concept, and it is what allows for them to control people here and now. They say “Do this, and when you die you will be rewarded with this,” and to say that is really devious and to me seems a bit morally wrong to try and control people with vague promises. But these concepts even have impact on those who don’t follow the religions, as exhibited by the original post by our friend Jezuz.
For a minute let’s imagine a world where there was no religion, that we were in fact living in a Godless world… Would it be better, or would it be worse? Personally I believe that it would be a better world. A lot of religious people may disagree, saying that people would not be moral - but why do morals have to come from religion? I think people could still come up with a set of moral rules and codes of conduct without also tying a deity into it. I know that I have morals even though I don’t follow any particular religion. Morals don’t have to come from a religious context.
And so if we were able to come up with a set of positive morals without ever creating religion, where would we be as a society? I can’t honestly say I know, but if I were to take a guess I’d think we would be advanced much further, and also have much less war in general around the world. And beyond those huge effects, I think that there would be less people who feel confused and depressed due to religious pressures. Also there’s this interesting graph:
Haha okay so maybe this is just a cheap shot, and maybe it’s not entirely accurate, but I do think this does present an interesting point because there’s definitely at least something to it. Religion tends to stir people up and cause conflicts and impede progress in general… Any why? Because people are stubborn when it comes to their beliefs, and no one can actually prove they are right, so they just keep fighting over it instead.
In theory religion can be a very uplifting, positive, and helpful thing, and I’m not saying it has been all bad, or that I dislike people that follow any sort of religion. I just think that in my opinion we could all benefit from living in a Godless world… What are your thoughts?
As I was browsing the Newgrounds BBS as I generally do (And have been since 2003) I came across a post that caught my attention. This post read as follows:
"This isn’t meant to start a theological debate, as I know you all are incapable of common decency when speaking on this matter. In fact, it’s more for atheists or agnostics who struggle with faith, and that don’t believe, or struggle to believe in God.
From an early age I was raised a protestant Christian. There were rare times that I went to church every weekend (there was about 6 months after 9/11 that my family went to church every weekend), and like most Christian kids nowadays, I really didn’t care about what was being spoken. It’s not that the reverend wasn’t cool, he was, or that I didn’t care about faith, I did. It was that I simply didn’t care beyond the basics. Jesus rose from the dead, I get presents on Christmas, and when I die I go to heaven… if I’m a good person. That’s all I really cared about. The moral lessons, the far fetched tales… they didn’t appeal to me.
As I got older, I moved away from Christianity. Not on purpose, or rapidly… it was over a period of years, and simply due to intellect and critical thinking rather than any sort of revelation or anything of that sort. I used to speak to God every night… and I can honestly say I felt like someone was there. One night I was talking and I just, felt like no one was there. Like I was talking to myself. I’d do anything to have that feeling back. To know that there was this all knowing, all caring being that created me, and that when I died, I’d go to him and he would make me happy beyond my wildest dreams.
It hurts thinking about that. There’s nothing in the world I wouldn’t do to get my faith back, to feel… no, to know that there was a God. To know that I would eventually go to heaven, and live there eternally. These things don’t come naturally to me anymore, and in fact… I have to struggle to even force myself into the illusion that these things are even remotely true.
I take drugs because of this. Lots of drugs. I drown in them everytime I think about how worthless my existence is. How when I die, no one shall care, and I shall drift away into nothingness. I think about my existence as a whole, and no matter how many scenarios I run through my head of how my life can go, it all ends in the same depressing, empty epilogue. This could come off as what some would call emo, but these emotions are not nearly that juvenile. They aren’t angst, or self pity. They are pure and utter depression compounded by a sense of limited to no self worth, all thanks to growing up in this Godless world.
I’d say I’m curious about your opinions on all this, but frankly I’m pretty positive I know what they are. There is, however, those among you that provide riveting conversation at times, so I welcome you to share your thoughts on God in today’s society and how it effects the psyche of the youth, and how that differs from the youth growing up in society anywhere from 200-600 years ago."
Ironically this post was made by a person with the alias of Jezuz. Now I didn’t really reply directly to that last inquiry, but rather to the main points he made about depression and whatnot. This was my reply:
"Well I can relate to a certain extent, but not completely. In my case I was raised Christian, all that good stuff, and as a kid I just kind of went with it, whatever. Then as I started to grow up, think more for myself, talk to other people on forums and have debates on the subject, eventually drifted far away from that. And my family isn’t incredibly religious at all anyway, so after awhile we just flat-out stopped going to church anymore anyway.
However, this is where our story’s differ, as I don’t feel a depression or emptiness in knowing that my demise will lead to nothingness. I do not let such trite things phase me. Perhaps some people desire to live forever, but I don’t mind just living now… When I’m dead, I’ll be too dead to care about such things, and that’s the beauty of death.
Enjoy your life, have fun, be positive. It may be all you get, but if that’s the case you may as well take it all in and make it the best you can. There’s no reason to fear death, because once you get there you’ll be oblivious to life anyway, as well as any depression set from a misplaced sense of worth.
An afterlife is a nice crutch, it’s a nice thought. Sure I’d love to believe that when I die I can just continue to live in comfort in a magical paradise. That sounds really cool, but it’s not like I need to.
And as the song “Happy Valium Meal” by Drown Radio states:
“Hell to me is a Heaven that never ends.”"
Now I’d like to expound on this just a bit, because I feel this is an interesting subject. Not just religion in general, but the effect religion has on people - even those that aren’t particularly religious but have experienced it.
Let’s face it, a lot of people grow up with a religion in their household and they are taught this religion as a kid. As far as I’m concerned that’s what keeps religion going, because if you raised someone with absolutely no religion and one day when they were an adult attempted to introduce them to one, they would probably think you were insane. The fact that we have religious beliefs shoved into our heads so early in life is a big factor in the reason they weigh so heavily on us, and why many believe what they do.
Personally I’m an agnostic atheist - that is I’m agnostic in the fact that I acknowledge that ultimately we do not and cannot prove anything or know anything with certainty, and I leave the idea for religion open for anyone who can possibly sway me, but for now I’m leaning heavily towards atheism since it makes the most sense to me. This blog is not meant to be a religious debate either, simply a discussion on religion in general.
Now as I said in my reply, I would love to legitimately believe in Heaven, what a great concept! An amazing afterlife where I can go and be happy for an eternity? How could anyone pass an offer like that up? It’s a fantastic concept and it would be a fantastic way to go… But I can’t bring myself to take it seriously. I mean I’d also love to believe that on the other side of the world there’s a giant Mountain Dew factory giving out free Mountain Dew for life to anyone named StarF… But I just don’t believe that. Okay so that analogy doesn’t work since people can actually go to the other side of the world, confirm that it’s wrong, and come back to tell me (Or hell, I could do it myself), but what I’m getting as it just because something is a nice or comforting thought doesn’t make it true, no matter how much you want to tell yourself it is.
I think this is a major key point in many religions that hold the afterlife concept, and it is what allows for them to control people here and now. They say “Do this, and when you die you will be rewarded with this,” and to say that is really devious and to me seems a bit morally wrong to try and control people with vague promises. But these concepts even have impact on those who don’t follow the religions, as exhibited by the original post by our friend Jezuz.
For a minute let’s imagine a world where there was no religion, that we were in fact living in a Godless world… Would it be better, or would it be worse? Personally I believe that it would be a better world. A lot of religious people may disagree, saying that people would not be moral - but why do morals have to come from religion? I think people could still come up with a set of moral rules and codes of conduct without also tying a deity into it. I know that I have morals even though I don’t follow any particular religion. Morals don’t have to come from a religious context.
And so if we were able to come up with a set of positive morals without ever creating religion, where would we be as a society? I can’t honestly say I know, but if I were to take a guess I’d think we would be advanced much further, and also have much less war in general around the world. And beyond those huge effects, I think that there would be less people who feel confused and depressed due to religious pressures. Also there’s this interesting graph:
Haha okay so maybe this is just a cheap shot, and maybe it’s not entirely accurate, but I do think this does present an interesting point because there’s definitely at least something to it. Religion tends to stir people up and cause conflicts and impede progress in general… Any why? Because people are stubborn when it comes to their beliefs, and no one can actually prove they are right, so they just keep fighting over it instead.
In theory religion can be a very uplifting, positive, and helpful thing, and I’m not saying it has been all bad, or that I dislike people that follow any sort of religion. I just think that in my opinion we could all benefit from living in a Godless world… What are your thoughts?